Thursday, December 27, 2007

Im very very fan!!!

argh!!!!!!!! help me pls!!! im very fan!!!
i like this year x'mas cuz hv lots frenz and countdown together..
we play, we drink, we eat........ wakkaka
but then i will automatically pretend nth when i see her.. so san fu.....
i jealous.. i jealous why she dun ask me to accompany her...
i jealous why she can so close wit other guys.. but not me.....
i dunno how she feel when i was playing wit other gals.. reli dunnooo..........
x'mas morning when i woke up, omg.. i saw them... i saw they sleep together...
its juz sleep la.. nth else.. but i dun like....
wow, 4got sth... at x'mas nite, a fren suddenly ask sth bout me n her... wah... scare me..
ytd, i go see her blog and suddenly i found her new blog.. then i go n see..
wahh... lots of things... hope u dun think that ur blog will influence me..
i reli still luv u not bcuz of ur blog.. i keep thinking wat shud i do... wat i wan... reli dunnooo
bcuz i afraid of this and that... so san fu arrr
actually i hv thought to 4gt everything and oso dun wan c ur blog anymore...
but then ytd i cant tahan and then i still go and c for it...
today i reply her sms... but then she's like abit moody...
when she ask me "wat i wan"... then i din do any reply d... cuz i reli dunno how..... sorry
very fan ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually i not sure her feeling, but then i feel that she got feeling wit me...
i juz wonder why she cant tell me if she reli got feel... haih..
if she use the strategic that i teach my fren.. wakkaka... nice... romantic.... kekezz
haih.... suan le bah... concentrate in studying la!! wkakaka...... exam coming soon...
dun k anything la...

2 comments:

Clarice said...

wa.. ppl gal u ask ppl take action meh?? wat i can tell u is.. wat u feel may be correct.. so do wat u wanna do.. dun afraid to do anything.. u nid to decide.. n future de thing no one ll noe.. so wats important is now.. let her think ha.. hav some time.. have faith in u all.. haha.. gt anything find me keng keng la.. haha

Anonymous said...

It's too late to say anything now...
aikz...i dun ask u to accompany me..is bcoz i dun dare...
how if a gal ask a guy to accompany her, but get reject from the guy...
and of coz i will jealous when u close with any gal..
until now still da same...
bcoz i dunno who am i for u...
whether im still inside ur heart..
or im just same with any gal..
whenever i hear any that say u couple with any1, i will still feel sad...
I nvr giv u answer..
is not bcoz i Dun lik u..
is bcoz you're too good for me..
i scare i will hurt u..
pls dun say sorry to me...
will make me feel more guilty...
bcoz im bad...

erm..just telling..
no nid keep in mind...
dun think so much...